In remembrance of Heidi’s disappearance, my parents presented me with a Kindle Fire, the first book downloaded – “A Child is Missing”. I’m ashamed to admit I didn’t buy this as soon as I found it yet after reading the last few chapters, I know there was a reason for me to read it this past week – only God would have known my mindset and thought process this Easter season.
Karen writes, “I begged the Lord, “Please, God, let me have a forgiving heart, one like Yours…I prayed not only for them to be caught and justice to be served but also for their souls and their eternal destination…I didn’t wish for anyone to spend eternity there (hell), even if I though they deserved it. God gave all of us a way to avoid what we truly deserve…” Yes, yes! This is exactly where I am in my journey – learning to pray for Heidi’s abductors, learning to forgive them, and the birth of my sequel to “Where’s Heidi?”
I lost my one and only sister but Karen writes about losing her sister and then her brother. As if this pain wasn’t enough, she watches her father lose an agonizing battle to cancer and then her mother decides she can’t take it anymore and commits suicide. Yet not all this tragedy traps Karen in darkness.
“The tragedies in my life had taught me never to take anything for granted; the lesson was engraved upon my heart. I knew from experience that the ones you loved could be taken away in a single moment…In time I learned to cling to the loved ones I still had and make memories with them that would last a lifetime. Would I forget the past? Never, but I thanked God for the ones that He’d left behind. I’d cherish the time with them, look to the future, and deal with the past as best I could.”
“If I could take it all – the sadness, the hurt – and put it in a box, lock it, and throw away the key, I would. I was tired, so very tired…During this trying time, I turned to Scriptures for guidance…Being on alert every waking hour was exhausting…My life included a strong faith in God. With Him, life’s journey is difficult; without Him, it’s almost unbearable.”
In addition to her role as wife, mother, and author – she is an advocate for other families waiting for justice. She continues to use the energy fueled by loss to help others and be a catalyst for change. Thanks to Karen and her family, New Hampshire now has a Cold Case Unit and her sister’s case (among others) has been reopened due to the bill they lobbied for.
I highly recommend this book to any sister dealing with the loss of their sibling. This is an authentic account of our journey…searching, praying, and waiting.
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