The common theme "Why God, why?" -- my only positive, at least I kept the communication lines open and upward. I did call my Mom for advice only a mom can give
Prayer, after all, is talking with God.
As we left another doctor "non answers", the Mama Bear of frustration and crank was bubbling over and I had all I could do to get to the car without screaming or breaking down in tears once again.
This weekend I shared at three different times on how it's possible to triumph over tragedy and even though life might come at us - with God it's possible to get THROUGH the valley. And then this morning as I am faced with one of life's valleys, what do I do...cry. But at least as I cried, I was calling out the One who can answer the pleas, prayers, and even hold me while I whine.
Why do I share this on the blog and Facebook for all to read? Not for your pity or attention but instead to put it all out there - I'm as human as you, and some days are simply a challenge BUT with God in my life, the mountains become a mole hill I can handle.
In a nut shell, please know that when you have a bad day...you're not alone.
When life seems to be running you over...you're not alone.
When you start asking questions of why, who, or how...you aren't alone.
God is either walking along side of you or holding you in His arms and carrying you through. No matter how tough the day, remember to look up!
"God never allows pain without a purpose in the lives of His children.
He never allows satan, nor circumstances, nor any ill-intending person
to afflict us unless He uses that affliction for our good.
God never wastes pain.
He always causes it to work together for our ultimate good,
the good of conforming us more to the likeness of His Son
(see Romans 8:28-29)." ~ Jerry Bridges